Yup, not the same job i had last year or the year before… hum is anyones job really the same it was last year? Not only work wise, but life wise.
Last year my job at work was not the same, do i dare say it was easier? Last year my job as a mom was different, easier? nah…
I know things change, life happens, but i swear sometimes i have these moments of “holy shit how did i get here?” sorta like a quantum leap back into my life, while someone else was playing. Like looking through the fridge and thinking who bought this?
I know putting things into perspective is key. I know that i was not living the high life with maids, house cleaner ever day, fly off to my yacht, and so on, to find myself filing for banrupcy. Everyday money is a struggle but i am not losing my house. things could be worse.
Ok how about Jon and Kate, from TLC. I knwo that has been the talk on TV the past weeks or so. Yup i watched last night season premier…..BUT, omg the pain Kate is in, how jon is feeling. you can feel it. and if you have ever been in their shoes you will know that is the worst place to be in. Then to be in the public eye for it all. I do hope they reach out for some help. If not for them but for their kids.
okay so this year is not like last year. the grass is always greener on the other side. sure i sometimes feel this year SUCKS, but really I have been through worse. But holy shit!here is a quote i found….
“As we sail through life, dont avoid rough water, sail on because calm waters wont make a skillfull sailor”
